Being very good at computer security is extremely difficult. It is entirely hopeless for normal people to do it right--let alone most large organizations or governments.
Doing computer security and computer software well is, in fact, quite rare. Most computer folks are not very good at it. A small percentage are basically competent. That leaves only the smallest number of people in the world who are really good at it.
You are most likely fucked at it, and should not try anything clever because you will likely fail.
That's it. I've got nothing to offer!